Psychic Singularity Ch 09

phenyxsnest:

Lucy Ann skidded to a stop, cat-like vampiric reflexes twisting her
to land on her feet and keep her balance in a perfect landing. She
stood, brushing herself off, pleased with herself.

Which was exactly when the tumbling ball of wool, spines, and legs
that was a flying nightmare slammed into her, ruining the perfect
landing and sending both of them tumbling.

Lucy Ann ended up with a mouthful of wool and a ridiculously heavy
sheep sprawled on top of her, waving its multitude of limbs in the air
and bleating pathetically. She promptly punched it, giving it a shove
when it didn’t get off her fast enough.

Baaasly baaed at her reproachfully as they scrambled to their feet and backed away from the tiny vampire.

They aimed an ill-tempered, if light, kick at the nightmare that
trotted up to join them when Terrence, Destroyer of Grass, Eater of
Souls, Esquire snorted laughter at their misfortune. Lucy Ann ignored
them both for the moment as she got herself back in order and got the
wool out of her mouth.

“Okay, knock it off you two,” she called back at them when their
shoving threatened to turn into a scuffle. Planting her hands on her
hips, she glared around them, irritated by the scenery and the situation
in general. “So where’d we end up, anyway?”

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Psychic Singularity Ch 03

phenyxsnest:

The town of Gravity Falls was torn when Mabel finished her story of what had happened so far that day.

There was sympathy that Dipper was suffering, but there was anger,
too, that he was dragging them into it, even if he was apparently
unwilling and unconscious of doing it.

And beneath the anger, ran worry, for themselves and for Dipper, that only made everyone more anxious, angrier and more afraid.

They were arguing amongst each other about what to do and what was
going on as soon as Mabel had finished, getting louder by the minute and
ignoring the Pines.

One of the Flock butted against Mabel’s side, and she stumbled into her daughter’s side with an ‘oomph’.

Most of the Flock (and there were a lot of them now, more than Bill
had ever had, and it was looking like he was going to have more than any
demon before, according to a mostly proud, slightly worried Dipper)
were moving to line the walls and cluster around the weakest points of
the building, while a smaller cluster stood nearby and watched the Pines
family (and adopted family) with worrying intensity.

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Psychic Singularity Ch 02

phenyxsnest:

Mabel was the first to struggle to her feet, as her husband and
grunkles were still tangled up with each other on the floor, slowly
fighting their way free as she scrambled up.

She could hear the kids downstairs, Willow and Hank and Vivi crowding
around the bottom of the stairs and calling. Counting on having a
minute before they came upstairs, she tried to feel out for Dipper. The
bond from her to him was weaker than him to her, but usually she could
feel him, and pull on it to get him to come home.

She felt out and…nothing. She couldn’t feel anything from her
brother, at all, not the faintest hint of where he was or what he was
feeling, and that never happened, not unless…

Hoping he was just shielding from her, she started downstairs,
brushing past her Grunkles, who were now on their feet and glaring at
each other, though thankfully not fighting yet.

Usually she’d try and do something about that, but Henry gave her a
sigh and a nod as she looked at him, letting her know he’d take over
this time. She gave a half smile and hurried downstairs, knowing if she
stayed upstairs she’d get distracted trying to help.

“Your uncle’s having a freak out, your great-great-uncle threw holy
water at him and he disappeared, normal day in the Pines house,” she
called to her kids as she hurried past them into the kitchen.

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Psychic Singularity Ch 01

phenyxsnest:

Roughly two months after the events of the Scouring,
Dipper…isn’t dealing so well. And after a summons gone wrong, the
entirety of Gravity Falls is trapped in Dipper’s Mindscape, which has
fractured. Now they need to gather all the parts of Dipper together that
they can find and try to find some way to put their friend back
together, or risk them all being trapped within a demon’s mind forever.
(Reading The Scouring is not necessary to understand this story.)


I’ve been teasing this one for awhile now. It’s not 100%
complete as I post this, and I’m not sure about some parts, but I’ve
teased long enough.
I’ll be tagging at the beginning of chapters for
their contents – if I miss something, please let me know in the comments
and I will add the tag. (The self-harm tag in the summary is primarily
for one chapter and doesn’t come up in other chapters, but will be
tagged for if it does in the beginning notes, for example.)
And on
that note – this chapter contains Dipper’s breakdown and the cause of
the Singularity. So tag for panic attack, and mental breakdown.


Dipper Pines floated in the mindscape, watching his Flock as they
grazed and ambled around the filed he’d created for them. The Dreams,
as usual, were close to two or three nightmares apiece, cuddled close to
their sides and being nudged toward choice bits of energy, which in
this part of the mindscape looked like wildflowers, ringed about by the
nightmares.

Dipper himself didn’t match the rest of the tranquil scene. He was
curled into a tiny ball, arms wrapped tightly around legs pulled tight
to his chest as he stared sightlessly over his Flock, his wings in
constant flutter and ears twitching.

At the back of his mind he could feel his family’s faint worry for
him, and he couldn’t blame them for it. Ever since the incident two
months ago – which people were already calling ‘The Scouring’ for
reasons beyond Dipper (a mass migration of that size wasn’t something
that could be ignored, and though the questioners had been kept away
from the Pines family for now, and Gravity Falls in general, word was
still leaking out about just what had gone down) – he’d been
feeling…off.

It was like he was full of knives, an emptiness and heaviness to his
stomach, slicing sensations every time he moved, jittery and unsettled,
and he was trying his best to ignore any summons he did get.

He couldn’t explain it. The physical wounds he’d gotten from it all
had faded before morning (one of the very few benefits to his state) but
inside, in his head…it was all shattered hurting tearing wrong wrong  wrong .

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Hank

99redragons:

One of my two secret santa gifts to @mangarj ! Bit of a preface, this is part of my redux of Psychic Singularity. I intend to make it a flowing story by the end. 

Gravity Falls had never been so bizarre. And this is Gravity Falls here, Hank thought. Monstrous things had begun to spread across the Falls, in the wake of Dipper’s snap. It was still hard to believe, even though, they all knew, they had seen him when he wasn’t… himself, that Dipper was the cause of all of this. That their uncle and brother and friend and nephew could be such a —not monster, no, but could have so much power that he could throw all of Gravity Falls into the Mindscape, or, part of it, at least. 

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Of Trust – tau ficathon

My prompt was “More about the psychic insingularity, particularly the ending”. I rewrote this so many times and I’m not entirely happy with it- the ending’s so awkward- but I decided to post it anyway.

Willow was fine.

Well, her Uncle had had a huge mental breakdown and pulled Gravity Falls into the mindscape, and maybe she’d gotten separated from her family whilst searching for the shattered fragments of said Uncle, and yeah, she’d just been chased through the woods by the ghost of her old, slightly murderous English teacher, but she was definitely fine. She was handling this really, really, well actually, she thought, as she stumbled out of the woods.

Upon seeing the library looming above her she let out a choked sob. It wasn’t quite as she remembered it- the large sign reading ‘MYSTERY  HACK’ was enough to give that away- but it was close enough to make her feel safe as she raced inside and slammed the door shut behind her.

Okay, so maybe Willow wasn’t as fine as she thought she was, but she was doing okay.

She continued to do okay as she made her way through the shack, heading upstairs to the attic, her heart beating hard in her chest and her breath rattling in her ears. She gripped the inhaler that she kept in her pocket, trying to slow her breathing.

Her exploration led her to a room she’d never seen before. Actually, that was a lie; she’d seen this room plenty of times. It was just the interior that was different, two twin beds pushed to either wall and a triangular window hung up between them. The room was a mess, bedsheets strewn and messy as if they’d recently been slept in, clothes and paper and just random clutter covering the floor. She found herself smiling as she gazed around, taking in the balls of yarn, the half-knitted sweater, the board connecting clues together that was tacked to one wall.

She turned to leave her mother’s old room when she heard breathing that was definitely not her own.

It was coming from under the bed.

In Willow’s lifetime she’d learned a lot of things, and one of those things was not to poke your nose into something you didn’t understand, because you were bound to get it bitten off. Another thing she’d learned was that you couldn’t find answers if you didn’t ask questions, and so, against her better judgement, she got to her knees and pulled up the quilt to peer underneath the bed.

The boy under the bed was curled up small, a faded brown star-marked cap on his head, casting shadows over his face so that she couldn’t see it at all. He was coloured with orange fear and green mistrust, and his breath was irregular and breathy, almost as if he were crying, or maybe whimpering.

“Hello?” Willow called curiously. The boy stiffened, glancing up at her, eyes gleaming in the dim light.

“Who’s there?” he said warily, and Willow saw his hand tighten on the trigger of a weapon that had escaped her notice. Was that a memory gun he held? Willow swallowed nervously.

“My name’s Willow,” she told him. “What’s yours?” He didn’t reply, eyeing her distrustfully. She tried again. “Why are you hiding?” she asked.

“Why are you here?” he shot back. Willow paused, thinking for a moment.

“I’m looking for my Uncle,” she told him. “Have you seen him anywhere?” The boy shook his head.

“No.”

“Oh. Well, thanks anyway.” Willow considered letting the conversation go, but curiosity was gnawing at her now. There was definitely something familiar about this kid, whoever he was, and she was going to figure it out. “It looks pretty uncomfortable under there. Why don’t you come sit out here with me?” His hand tightened on the memory gun again. “If anyone attacks us, I’ll sort them out,” she promised hastily.

The boy let out a sigh, looking conflicted, before crawling toward her. Willow shifted out of the way, holding up the quilt and dropping it as he passed. She leaned back against the bed, and he did the same, and she saw him clearly for the first time.

Looking back at her was the face of her Uncle, several years younger than she was and a couple of inches shorter. He was still glaring at her suspiciously, but he seemed slightly more relaxed, and, Willow was relieved to note, he had left the memory gun beneath the bed.

She really didn’t fancy having her memory erased.

“What are you doing here?” he asked. “I know you’re looking for your uncle and all, but why are you still here rather than searching for him?” Willow shrugged.

“I’m curious, that’s all. What’re you doing here?”

“In this room, the Shack or Gravity Falls?”

“Hmm, let’s go with Gravity Falls.”

“Well, our parents sent us here to get some fresh air, or something.”

“Us?”

“Me and my sister, Mabel.”

“Ah. Have you been having fun?” she questioned, and just like that, he lit up. Willow suppressed a smirk.

“Well, I mean, yeah! We’ve discovered so many things! The supernatural is real and it’s all over Gravity Falls! It really all started when I found the journal, out in the woods…” Willow sat back and listened to Dipper tell the story of how her mother had once dated a bunch of gnomes in a trench coat. It wasn’t a story she’d never heard before, but it was fun to listen to, and before she knew it she was laughing along and interjecting comments and jokes into the narrative, causing him to laugh.

When the story was done, Willow continued it with, “That reminds me of this one time, me and my siblings…” She told him about how her family was familiar with the gnome villages of Gravity Falls, but the ones outside of the town were unfamiliar with them, and so had run into some trouble when they’d attempted to kidnap Hank to be their prince.

When she had finished, Dipper said, “Wow, gnome kidnappings must be really common.”

Willow snorted. “I wonder how many people have fallen victim to matrignomy?”

“If anyone has, it’s far too many.” He grinned, and his eyes widened. “Oh, I’m Dipper, by the way.”

“Nice to meet you, Dipper,” Willow said with a smile.

Before she knew it, she and Dipper were in a tangle of stories, telling one after the other, laughing together like this wasn’t quite possibly the weirdest situation she’d ever found herself in. And the night wore on, the two of them relocating from the floor to the bed at one point, disappearing downstairs to collect snacks and drinks, sprawling out and chatting like old women on a bus, or teenage girls at a sleepover.

Willow didn’t notice that the sun had both set and risen until she heard the door downstairs open and her mother yell, “Willow? Willow! Are you here?”

“Upstairs, Mom!” she called back, noticing for the first time how her throat was aching. Across from her, Dipper’s eyes widened.

“Tell her to go away,” he said, reverting to the distrustful state Willow had met when she’d first peeked under the bed.

“What?” she asked. “Why? That’s my mom, she’s not gonna hurt you.” Dipper shook his head.

“No, no, she’s gonna try to make us get back together, she can’t make me-” He broke off as Willow interrupted.

“Wait- you know? You know what’s going on?” Dipper froze.

“Well, I-”

“You- You- why?” Dipper shrugged, looking down.

“I’ll explain, I promise, just- just make her go away.” Willow glanced from his defeated expression to the door, and gave a sigh.

“Fine,” she said, and called out, “Hang on, Mom, don’t come in!” She heard footsteps stall outside the door.

“Willow? What’s going on?”

“I’m fine Mom, it’s fine, just- go downstairs. I’ll be down soon.” They waited in silence, and Willow hoped her mother wouldn’t come barging in.

“Well… Okay,” Mabel said, sounding suspicious. “Just call me if you need anything, okay?”
“Okay,” Willow promised. “Thanks, Mom.”

They sat in silence until the footsteps had faded away, and Willow turned to give Dipper a pointed look. He squirmed uncomfortably.

“I don’t want to go back,” he admitted in a rush. “I don’t want- want to be-” He gave a frustrated sigh. “It, It scares me Willow. I scare me. I don’t want to be that.”

Willow felt her heart clench up in sympathy. She could see the genuinity spilling from him in waves, feel in her bones. But, despite that, it made little sense.

“Dipper…” she said, voice pained. “It’s- it’s already happened. You can’t change the past. You can’t run from something that’s already happened.” He folded his arms.

“I can try!” he cried. “If I just stay here, I can stay like this-”

“And then what? Gravity Falls remains in the mindscape? Everyone is plagued by their memories and assorted demons for eternity?” She gazed at him pleadingly. “Dipper, please, you have to. You can’t trap us here forever.”

He shrugged listlessly, his face so helpless it hurt to look at. “I’m trapped here forever,” he told her.

Willow gave a strangled cry, and reached out, pulling him into a hug. He froze, confusion rolling off him in cinnamon waves, before melting against her shoulder. “Idiot,” she whispered. “You’re not trapped here as long as we want you in the real world.”

“You’re not going to be around forever,” he told her.

“Yeah, but then there’ll be someone else. And after them, there’ll be others. You’re not- You’re never gonna be alone, Uncle Dipper, can’t you see that?”

“I-” He sighed. “Thanks, Willow.” They broke apart, sitting back, and Dipper sniffed, wiping tears from his eyes. “I’m scared,” he admitted in a broken whisper. “I’m so, so scared. I don’t want to be like him.”

“You don’t have to be,” Willow replied, sliding off the bed and holding out a hand. “Come on, let’s go find Mom. Get you back in one piece.” Hesitantly, he took it, and allowed her to pull him to his feet. “You can trust us, Dipper.”
“I know,” he said with a smile. “Lead the way, Willow.”

And so she did.

Willow was fine.

Uncle Dipper was back in one piece, and his mental breakdown seemed to be, for the most part, over. The world was back in colour, the nightmares in the woods were gone (thank God), and everything was back to normal (which meant school, which was incredibly painstaking and made Willow wish for another day in the mindscape).

Uncle Dipper had been quiet and largely apologetic for the event (which people were now calling the psychic singularity). He seemed embarrassed, even, that his breakdown had affected people on such a grand scale. Willow knew he’d talked about it with her parents, and that the subject had been laid to rest, but she couldn’t help but wonder.

Wonder what had caused it. Wonder about the aspects of her Uncle’s personality she’d never seen before, but had had the pleasure of meeting. Wonder about the Dipper she’d sat with, laughing and talking with for an entire night.

She wondered if he remembered that.

And wasn’t the only way to find out to ask?

“Hey, Uncle Dipper,” she said one night, catching him alone in the empty kitchen. It was almost a given he’d be there; he tended to lurk by the fridge to join the triplets if they ever wanted a midnight snack.

“Hey, Little Fighter,” he greeted with a grin. “What’s up?”

“I was wondering…” she said, voice faltering. She paused and steeled herself. “Do you… remember? I mean…” His smile dropped.

“Ah,” he said. Then, “Yeah, I remember.”

She glanced up at him. “What were you so afraid of?” she asked. He shrugged.

“Lots of things. Bill Cipher. The future. The transcendence. Dying. Seeing everyone die.” He paused. “Being left alone.”

“Oh.” She chewed on the inside of her cheek. “Is it really that bad?” she questioned. “Being like this?”

“It’s… Well, it’s not a future I would’ve picked. If I could go back and change it somehow, without causing the end of the world or putting someone else in my place, believe me, I would. But…” He smiled at her. “It’s not as bad as you’d think. I have you, don’t I? And Mabel, and Henry, and Hank and Acacia, and Stan, and… everyone. And while I never planned this… It’s not the worst life I could’ve ended up with.”

“Oh.” She yawned.

“Go to bed, Little Fighter,” he said with a chuckle. “Don’t worry about me, okay?”

“Sure, Uncle Dipper,” she said, turning to leave. She paused by the doorway, hovering and looking over her shoulder. “Thanks. For telling me, I mean. And… for trusting me.”

“No problem.”

She left, his emotions washing over her, an odd mixture of nostalgia and worry and happiness and comfort and something else she couldn’t name. Something bittersweet, leaving a bitter taste on her tongue.

Alcor watched his niece go, and thought about her words. Thanks. For telling me, I mean. And… for trusting me.

TRUST NO ONE, the book had said. But Dipper had trusted Willow, even in his fractured and fearful state. He didn’t understand why he had, either.

I trust you, Willow, he thought, closing his eyes and leaning his head back against the fridge door. You just worry about yourself.