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This won’t make your blog look ugly. How could you not reblog this? REBLOGGING THIS COULD SAVE A LIFE!!!

This goes for assholes, too, guys. I know a couple who went tubing once, and they had to re-air their tubes, but the guy thought it would be funny to stick the tip of the air compressor up to her bikini trunks, the air ruptured something inside her and she died within thirty minutes.

WHAT?

The thing about this? It’s in every pregnancy book I’ve read.

WHAT?????

Why is it in pregnancy books but not sex ed books?

Orange Lilies, 9/12?

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A/N: I actually finished this in 3 days, but let it sit a couple so I could go through it later. 5 days is soon enough, I think. 

Bentley has two conversations with Dr. Fantino, whose research is probably not netting them the results they want. Dipper and Torako have their own talk with a very protective mother, and Dipper realizes that maybe he was ignoring some important calls.

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Ao3

8k, so shorter than last time but still a significant read!


Chapter 8: Dr. Fantino Conducts an Actual
Interview

           “So where are we going?” Bentley
asked, shuffling along on weakened legs. They’d stopped being so strict about
knocking him out and prohibiting all human interaction. It might have been
because he’d become prone to bouts of paralysis, where he stayed in one
position and stared out into nothing, consumed with the overwhelming feeling
that he couldn’t move, that he was frozen in place. Bentley knew he wasn’t
actually paralyzed, but also his brain and body were having fights these days
and Bentley was out of control more than he was in control. Moving around was
therefore a bit of a pleasant surprise.

           He held no illusions as to how that
pleasantry was going to end.

           “You’ll see,” the nurse guiding him
said. Bentley was almost offended by how absolutely non-threatening the nurse
was. It was like Bentley wasn’t thought of as a problem. To be fair, it was
mostly true. He didn’t even have footwear, and it was hard to be intimidating
without shoes. And shuffling. And also sometimes trapped in his own head.

           However, Bentley was content to let the
misperception regarding his capabilities lie, just in case things changed and
he needed the upper hand. He didn’t know how much he could accomplish with a
weak body and without anything to draw sigils with, but there had to be
something, eventually.

           “I’ve never been out here awake,”
Bentley said instead. He was starving for conversation that wasn’t with
himself, and the pale, hollow walls of wherever they were were as good a
conversation starter as anything. They felt unnatural, like there was really
nothing there even though they were solid. Bentley had reached out and touched
one just long enough to tell it was there.

           “I know,” the nurse said. He had
dark eyes and a thin, straight nose. They never really met Bentley’s, never
really even did more than glance at Bentley’s face. He kept his hand splayed
out between Bentley’s shoulderblades, touch professional but not overly pushy.
Bentley was kind of ashamed at how much better the contact made him feel. “But
now you are, I guess.”

           Bentley hummed. “It’s weird.”

           “Yeah,” the nurse sighed. “Yeah,
it’s really unsettling. All right, so, here’s where we’re going! You’ll be
alone inside that room, but you’ll be monitored.” The nurse looked like he
might say something but bit it back with a complicated expression on his face
that Bentley was in no shape to decipher.

           “When am I not monitored?” Bentley
asked, dry, because it was one of the few ways he could distract himself from
the frigid anger he felt at every dehumanizing aspect of his treatment. He
hadn’t physically peed in so long he missed
it.

           The nurse laughed awkwardly, and
opened the door set into the walls. The door felt more tangible, more actual,
than the hallway surrounding them. Bentley nodded his thanks and stepped in,
his hospital gown swirling around his knees. The door shut, and locked, behind
him. Bentley leaned against it and surveyed the room.

           It was bigger than the hole they’d
shut him in, but maybe only twice as much. The space was relaxing, but also
unnerving after so long—however long was—in his own room, big enough for two
twin-sized beds and nothing more. This space even had a table in the middle,
and enough room to walk around it comfortably. Bentley blew his bangs, now past
his nose, out of his eyes. The room smelled a little old, which was odd in a
place that smelled only like absence. The reason for that, Bentley realized,
was because there were some things on the table: a disfigured stuffed bear, an
old tuba, a strand of gaudy beads, a very outdated piece of technology that
Bentley didn’t even recognize, a beautiful vintage vase, and a pink bat with
nails and screws hammered into it. It took Bentley a moment to realize what was
happening.

           Once he started laughing, it was
very, very hard to stop.

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“THE ADULT ADHD CIRCADIAN CLOCK MAY BE INCORRECTLY SET BETWEEN 4AM AND NOON” WOULD EXPLAIN A HELL OF A LOT ABOUT MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE

tbh I wish I’d known this earlier on in my life. I’ve always naturally slept from 4am-12pm when my body is allowed to choose its own rhythm.

… This is EXACTLY what I fall into, too.

Does anyone have an actual source?

https://apsard.org/are-you-a-night-owl-about-adhd-and-late-sleep/

ADHD is related to several sleep problems, but the most frequent seems the delayed sleep phase syndrome, a disturbance of the circadian rhythm. Research of children and adults with ADHD (when compared to controls) shows that the majority of these individuals has a late sleep onset that is associated with a late onset of the sleep hormone melatonin (van der Heijden et al, 2005; van Veen et al, 2010). Melatonin is produced by the pineal gland in the brain when it is getting dark in the evening, and we wake up by light in the morning. The onset of the melatonin production helps to fall asleep. For most adults the onset of melatonin is around 9.30 pm; in ADHD children compared to controls this occurs at least 45 minutes later, and in adults with ADHD even 90 minutes (van der Heijden ea, 2005; van Veen ea 2010). After melatonin onset, it normally takes 2 hours to fall asleep, but in adults with ADHD it takes at least 3 hours (Bijlenga et al, 2013). So it does make sense that so many people with ADHD have difficulty falling asleep on time. This late onset of melatonin is driven by genes that regulate the biological clock, and those genes have been linked psychiatric disorders like ADHD and bipolar disorder (Landgraf et al, 2014). What the exact relationship is between this late sleep pattern and ADHD is still unknown.

Oh Hey Look It’s Me.

completely me. if anything i feel like at 9:30 my body is like oh what a beautiful night let’s go outside let’s do something which I’ve always assumed is what morning people feel about at dawn. (I find dawn overrated. it’s not even as pretty as dusk and it’s cold and damp and every single bird is screaming its head off the only good thing about morning is coffee.)

…… No wonder my bipolar ass struggles so much (I say at 3:20am when I’m having to remind myself that I should’ve slept like 3 hrs ago but still don’t feel sleepy enough)

If i don’t watch myself my sleep schedule will easily flip to 4am-12

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These are… actually pretty inspiring.

Cool.

Forever reblog.

“you are never taller than when you stand up for yourself”

thats just awesome

“You’re the result of 4 billion years of evolutionary success; F***ING ACT LIKE IT.”

My fave right there.

When life gets harder, you must have just leveled up.

Inspirational fucking post right there.

The last one is my favorite. 

Always reblog Courage Wolf!

“Bottle your emotions. Molotov Cocktails.”

That was my life moto for a while

This is missing my personal fave so I’m just going to add it real quick.

sometimes i miss old memes

@soulless-sleeper